Saturday, January 1, 2011

Yellow Lump In Throat

lily_castiel @ 2011-01-01T14:39:00


You're an Angel of Lord ... But It Was Enough
Pairing: Dean Winchester / Castiel
Episode: The Rapture, 4x20

I told him I did not serve humans, which were not intended to just stand perched on his shoulder.

You were an angel of the Lord.
But you're slowly becoming aware of how everything that was not enough.
And you should understand when he turned towards you with her eyes in disbelief and hurt at the same time.
Perhaps the lecture of your superiors was not enough and maybe it would never have been, but at that moment do not you understood, you were too blind to see it.
Had you tried before.
I had made an appointment.
To say what?
And now he could be of importance?
He would have had if I had understood.
Incrociasti his light green eyes and for a moment shone in your blue.
Then you voltasti to fly away, knowing that to stay there a moment more would compromise everything.
Staying would have meant surrender, sin.
Bind to him would have meant compromising your mission, try the emotions of a human being, to get away from what was your true nature.
But considering the touch of emotions he had been able to hear from when you were with him, maybe it was not the worst sin of the world.
Maybe look into his eyes and feel a jolt in bizarre was not wrong.
But after all those who decided what was right and wrong?
Here, again!
were about to cross the threshold of the doubt.
You had to trust the orders of your father.
The love you felt for him was enough.
But you knew that was not enough.

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