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Making off "Flores amiss"

speak of "Flores amiss" (FA) is to speak of a wound is still open. Once Kiki ( hashashin_ki )
So when the spell is finished after one day as can be for one year, the FA remains the biggest regret.

We start from the beginning. How did
?
Well, being a sequel was created by a prequel, in this case "How does a dark prince."
just to get away, was born to a twist of fate. At the time I was almost taken in the preparation of "Rays of Hope" (RDS) and had not yet been profiled for what was a Tom Riddle / Harry Potter, while he was taking a direction that just does not appeal to me.
I wanted to try a new genre, the "dark" and at the same time I wanted a fanfic that would embody three things: an evil Harry, a Tom-Voldemort/Harry, the atmosphere of apocalypse. (Now that I think, is just bizarre as RDS-switched, and FA have XD!)
"What makes a Dark Prince" was a spear thrown to the broadcast, so the wind, and I was incredibly impressed the amount of people who caught him. This made me incredibly happy and proud at the same time: in my mind that there was a FA and the draft idea was born to be my little girl, damn.

Title .
The title I gave her is not the best, I admit. UU
yet lent itself to a multitude of different interpretations and that is why I held him, albeit reluctantly in the beginning.
The most immediate interpretation is, of course, see "Flores amiss" as inspired by "The Flowers of Evil" by Charles Baudelaire. Which is true and false. Of course, the name refers to the collection of poems, but actually inspired by my own mental image: a burst of purity in the midst of darkness.
In "How does a dark prince" lost his memory after a spell of memory - and then we come to the second meaning: "amiss" comes from the Latin verb amice, is, put it, mittum, ages and means " ; remain deprived of something no fault "- and then devoted himself to the darkness of the lies tell him from Voldemort and his followers. chose not , there is left, but would not have done conscientiously. It was prone because of the anger he felt, but he would not have chosen knowingly. We are left, because when the Draco Malfoy called the tower to talk you went, leaving written to friends who knew what risks corrected, but certainly not seen as an alternative papabile go on the side of Voldemort.
Harry was a white flower in darkness. A modern Iphigenia where the victim, persecutor and rescuer was the same as Iphigenia, the same Harry, slowly at first and do not accept calls, then rebelled, refusing any doubts, let it overwhelm you, see sense and finally plunged into darkness, this time by choice, not compulsion.
To quote the last sentences of the penultimate chapter (Break the soul, Chapter XXIII):

"Choose again, this time Harry and I ask you: would you fall again? Would you choose me? "

Harry clenched his eyes violently.
... and then?

"I would fall"
[...]
"Break"

There is another meaning behind the title. It is no accident nor a mistake if it is plural.
Harry is not the only flower. There
Blaise, flower no more pure, more perfect, he chose the Dark for the Light, who chose to give his soul to save his heart. There
Draco, pure flower of love, who chose to betray the fact often the light Darkness, only to Harry, just to be close potergli when they came in possession of his memories.
There is Ron, the only pure flower still safe, the only hope soaring, the only flower still standing on the hill of the dead. The hero. There
Hermione, the flower fades but always present, wrapped in the darkness of death, but more present than ever. Harry meant to salvation and damnation, all together.
And then there are all the others ... There
Voldemort, the poison. There Ginny, the butterfly wings burned. There are the old guard of the Death Eaters, moths mad. There are the new guard of the Death Eaters, all the faithful bees to dance around the queen bee.


Soundtrack .
The strength of this fanfic is the amazing soundtrack almost-Completely made in Evanescence.
initially began as an invitation to listen to the selected song while reading the chapter, but then history and music was integrated in a manner so complete and perfect where it was one o'clock he was necessarily the other.
The shift is from Chapter X, a year after the publication of the first, and the practice of Evanescence listen to during the writing of the chapters became necessary. It was a wonder to realize at the end of the chapter, like a certain song it fit like a glove.
Evanescence were my inspiration as my inspiration was the real life and was a blend so perfectly balanced that it can not be ignored in any way.


The dark character.
was initially created to flesh out the thoughts "of the characters by giving them a different" thickness "I mean, the FA are alternating chapters of history and songs. It was hard as necessary to place the thoughts of the pg went ahead, but more the more I realized than they could be out of tune. Without even realizing it I
"depersonalized" the streams of consciousness and began to incarnate as a real entity that compensates the thoughts of pg, mocks them, criticize them, you pour poison.
E 'the dark figure that accompanies Harry to the search for truth, to his madness.
is not very clear his true identity, one might almost say that it is simply a voice escaped from my hands that has no other function that integrate reading. But no, slowly begins to show his cards, suggesting doubts about who really is.

not delete traces of me.

[...]

- Go! Go! Go! - Harry's voice broke, becoming hoarse. He began to tremble in part because of anger, partly because of the cold. And her little alter ego did not disappear. Demorse not, poor little angel stubborn and sad.

stood there staring at him, hitting him in the depths of the heart with those invisible splinters of his gaze.

matter how much you can do, you never send me away. I am you, I am part of you that survives under your false identity. I am the real Harry, devoted to the good and the Light. Even if trying to dispel, even if you try to forget, even if you try to kill me ... I'll always be, in the dark and true to your heart.

No spell I will delete. Only when you die I will cease to exist.
Until then, I'll be here. Your Shadow, every step you take.

am the truth. Are the real Harry.
[Ch XII]

And it is in Chapter XII ("Broken Wings") that Harry shows the Mouth of Madness, when the drops of blood fall from his wounds, when the voice of Ron Weasley was stunned when his mind begins to break ... I rise here is the real Harry. The Real Harry Potter, the Boy-Who-is-survived, the purity of his soul, which has continued to remain intact under the Oblivion.
From the thirteenth chapter ("Kill thy neighbor") is on a slope without stopping to the precipice of utter madness. Before the
Oblivion, then the spark of the doubt instilled by Ron, "the other" Harry, the violation of potions, and finally the massacre. Kill Hermione was the straw that broke the camel's back was the person who made the difference between sanity and insanity.
And there, in the Chapter XIV ("Requiem") that the cards change, revolt against, and that's where the item appears. In a new vision. No longer just "the other" Harry, but also something that can operate on a perverse justice Blaise, guilty of having betrayed him.

Silence in the room. The people against
Blaise Zabini.
guilty of heinous crime, you traitor of another's trust, you, your brand deceitful, unfaithful to the cause, you, accursed blasphemer, you, blasphemy. (Chapter XIV)

Here, I must admit. And 'one of my favorite chapters XD.

Chapter XV ("The Price of Truth") we can see something: there are two obscure characters. There's the voice, the one accused of having betrayed Blaise, and there is "another" Harry.

How you declare the defendant?
Guilty or not guilty?
[...]

Heart?
Why, you must not have the heart.
I'll tear myself. (Chapter XV)

And the "other" Harry leads the evil alter ego in the memory lane, to retrace the history of his life, to make him reconsider faces friends and enemies, to make him understand the difference. But the difference between what? The evil Harry does not know. Calls and demands an answer but the one that is given is to have always known the truth .
And finally meets him.
"The other" Harry, the voice that has haunted his nightmares imprisoned by chains of magic, illusions and lies, hurt by each of the wounds inflicted evil alter ego to his friends.

-I am the real Harry, what you have bound in a part of your mind, you have tortured cibandoti of lies to Voldemort, who have tortured torturing his friends, that you ripped his chest killing Hermione - try rise up and finally Harry sees the other.

see the white ribbons encircling the wrists to Harry, who keep him locked her ankles, which wrapped at the waist, tight.
And Harry's chest, the one sitting, is crossed by a long wound that cuts through the clothes, drips with blood and these small droplets to fall to the ground in absolute nothingness, and under his feet there a pool of blood smeared the red pants, which makes it sink, and dirty.

[...]- I first had the dark - Harry takes the imprisoned regardless of the wound to his chest - like this around us. Then, gradually, as your doubts have grown I have bought a body. But you, damn you and Oblivion I have kept tied. Before I imprisoned chrome steel chains, strong, tough, and I could not even speak. You and your Oblivion, you and that bastard Voldemort. You and that potion ... I have kept it -
[...]- And you started to ask questions, you began to remember strange things about Ron, 'Mione, your life before being plagued by evil. And I grew up. The chains have started to come loose and I hoped you remembered that seeks deeper truth but ... - Shakes his head - You have killed Hermione -

[...]- And I rebelled. I could not let me be precluded any possibility of escape. No, you had to pay, maybe if you fell down I could finally see the truth. The Truth -
- It was you - comments at the end, almost breathless, the other Harry - you sent me Hermione - Harry
The imprisoned nods - was necessary. To speed up, you know -
- And now ... - Standing in the Harry looks at him with contempt - Why do you hurt the wound? -
- Injury? - Harry smiles at the other - Oh, you've deep wounds. Much deeper than this -
- I thought you said that it was important for you Hermione? -
- Yes - his eyes clouded with tears - yes, it is. But losing oneself, this is More importantly -

[...]- I am releasing - and nods out the tapes that hold bound, they are smeared with blood, not the white you can see more, but are loose, they are almost to dissolve. Then he notices that the wound to his chest bleeding, but less than before.
- Your wound ... -
- Hope is the scarring - Harry replied smiling imprisoned. The standing
Harry looks confused - and then ... all this blood ... where it comes from? -
- Oh, you have not yet understood, the Prince of Darkness? - The nods look at his feet.

Harry looks.
are almost drowned by blood. And contrary

to what he thought the blood came from the pool of Harry sitting, no, that is its pool.
because his chest is completely torn, tattered shirt fluttering in air does not exist, it is his wound dripping with blood.
He looks terrified.

- How ... -
- Learn the Truth ... implies a price - Harry replied the other, and stands up, slowly, the tapes become loose even more, melting, flutter like flags of freedom, as plumes of warning.
- I will die? - Harry feels the chest, but does not feel pain, at least not to the touch.
- For what? - The other continues to smile - Maybe. If you die, I am born again. - (chapter XV)

In Chapter XVI ("In your absence ... hell"), the desecration of Hogwarts, the end of hope. Yet this great victory can not fill the emptiness she feels Voldemort's army. The absence of their burns like Prince never know that by opening wounds of betrayal while Voldemort and Draco pushes set to become the new leader. The voice returns to mock hours Voldemort Draco hours, to challenge them to take possession of Darkness.

And finally, in chapter XIX ("The flowers of Lethe lost"). I admit, is another of my favorite chapters: the way that Harry dies and is reborn, Hermione forgives him and returns to perfection by Ron is transported from the beautiful soundtrack "Anywhere".

Renaissance, Harry. I forgive you for everything you did to me. It disappeared
(Hermione) in a blinding smile.

It's never too late, whispered the other cradling Harry's alter ego, We have to be born, Harry. We must be reborn.

Harry hugged each other sobbing, kissing him chastely on the lips, starting to disappear.

It was reborn.

in atoms and cells began to flow in the veins the same blood, every organ, in any molecular structure.

The doors are wide open to the truth.
Checkmate, Black Kings (ch. XIX)


Although Harry woke up, and the voice is still only in chapter XXII ("The one that shook the world") he understands the identity:

What are you doing, Draco?
careful.

're betraying. Are you betraying the Dark Darkness to which you have you voted for life and for eternity.
're cheating.

But [...] you do not realize, Draco, you're engaging in treason against me?

[...] You have betrayed me, and you fell.
not accept idolatry.

I'm bad, I'm your brand and your sentence will be eternal. (Chapter XXII)

Mystery revealed.


Of all the possible endings.
The last two chapters, as I always strange to admit, I enjoyed writing them.
The way in which Harry chooses consciously the darkness, as Tom asks, begs to fall as darkness ... parabola ended it I was really satisfied. They are my two chapters absolute favorite. Perhaps the only two chapters that I have never liked much in all my works. XD

But let's talk quietly ...

Although I know I have talked about plenty in the queue in the endnotes to Chapter XIV, this is or is not a making off? Well, let's do it right! XD

Well, for starters I hate endings.
How can you end a fanfic so as not to be discounted? It 's impossible!
also can not predict how a finish my fanfic ... since the initial idea is never what it appears at the end. It is also why I can always WHEN and HOW hard to imagine ending my fanfic: I can not physically to predict the ending. I totally impossible.
If someone had asked me at the time of writing the finale, as I did, I would have answered candidly that the final was written by only .
Now, rereading it, - why, yes, to write this off making a little 'time, I had to re-read a few short chapter. I am appalled by most of the time, but .. phew - I became aware of what is spontaneous. So in the end, the fanfic is not all garbage. (Oh, I would not have done it anyway, are too fond FA!).

We want to say one last little word?
Just to conclude.
do not know if I wrote a really making off. It 'difficult to take up a fanfic written years ago and try to explain a part. I did not even remember it all, I even had to reread the parts and I wrote it and released it on alternate days. Eventually, I hope that the result is understandable (you say, Second owner - alias heden_el - satisfied? XD) and who has said something sensible ... Since some

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Two words on the law against sites yaoi / slash that has been proposed in Australia!


mel'hanno asked, I explain in Italian post January 27 . In December

2009, the Australian government has drawn a bill that would block access to sites yaoi and slash .
Yes, that's fine.
to yaoi and slash includes all materials Boy's Love manga and anime (shonen ai and yaoi) and all fanfiction / fanart / doujinshi dealing with the subject.
In this case, Australian authorities have leveled against Harry Potter fanfiction - which include dealing with sensitive issues and describe the relationship as an adult / child - and anti-slash Supernatural - of which there is a proliferation of Wincest dealing with the incestuous relationship between the brothers Winchester -.

Action office in question came from a right-wing group called "Warriors of Innocence" that accused administrators of sites that deal with slash / yaoi to be promoters of rapes, incest and pedophilia.

The same group "Warriors of Innocence," he complained to the group that administers Livejournal and 2007 (giving then initiated what was called "The Purge" or "LJ striketrough '07) denounced the user they used their LJ to read / post fanfiction / fanart which were rapes, violence and pedophilia.
"The Purge" took administrators LJ to cancel nearly 500 user accounts and community interest in tags reports under the above arguments, without taking into account that the so-called 'sensitivity' of the injured people also arise from direct experience and a desire to exorcise past bad experiences.

In any case, if the bill became a law in effect, fans of yaoi / slash in Australia would find it impossible to view any site that is the subject. Not to mention the impact that this ban would have the rest of the world of fandom and the consequences of which, unfortunately, not quick to show for us.